Crying in pleasure

They say crying helps our bodies healing. But no one has ever proven what people say. Crying can be helpful and heal scars, but a Queen is never supposed to cry. I was thinking about this while big golden tears became rushing on my face, finally showing him my weaknesses. He was my most favourite sin, the only one I was supposed to hate more than my tears.
My name is Amber Moonshade. I was never supposed to heal, never supposed to forget his evilness. I had been created to do so. But love, as tears, can heal our wounds or open new ones.
My name is Amber Moonshade.
And this is my story.

There will be some mature contents (maybe), violent scenes and use of other languages like Italian and French.