Long Enough - Book 1 in the "Mate Bond" Trilogy **UNDER RECONSTRUCTION**
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**DISCLAIMER: You may find that a lot of chapters have been unpublished. This book was written many years ago when I was still young and a terrible writer, and a large majority of this book remains unedited lol. I'd like to say I've changed a lot since then lol. Which is why I've decided to unpublish chapters until I have fully edited them and moved this story around a bit to further improve it. Please be aware of that before proceeding to read. <3 **
Love works in mysterious ways.
That is the phrase which has kept me going for these past years. Each time I'd see him happy with her, smiling with her, kissing her...I'd remind myself that love works in mysterious ways because at the end of the day...I am the one he would say "I love you" to, not her. I am the one he gave his heart to, not her. Or so he says.
I've tried so hard to hate him for doing this to me. For putting me through all this pain, but I never have the courage to do so because he...he is my mate. The one who was handpicked just for me. For years I've endured the pain of watching the person I love the most in the world be with someone else. Nothing compares to the pain which envelops your heart, your entire soul, when you see this happen. For years I've waited for the day when he would finally decide that he wants to be with me, and not her. For years I've held on to his promises of one day finally being able to be with me once he has figured himself out...
If I have to wait any longer, there will come a day when I will lose myself completely to the pain all because I chose to sacrifice my own happiness so that my mate could have his. I want to keep fighting but...haven't I waited long enough to receive the love that has been promised to me?
My name is Bianca Muller, and this is my story.
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