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Breathe - A Dan Howell Fanfic

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At first glance, Beth may seem like your average young adult. She's bubbly, funny and a well-rounded introvert. She earned perfect grades in school and with is passionate for ballet, punk music and food, as an aspiring chef. She moved to London from Ireland when she turned 18 to try escape her problems and ever since, everything has been running smoothly. Plus, she has the perfect boyfriend, Dan, a popular Youtuber and radio host. One would think she didn't have a care in the world. But, with a troubled past, a giant secret and the pressure and stress building on, how long can she fare before her life begins to crumble once again?

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The Best of Me (A danisnotonfire fanfic) ✅ by theodore_finch

"It felt like I'd lived a thousand years, but experienced nothing until Dan came along and changed me for the better." Leah moves to London after an accident strikes her family, and suddenly finds herself dragged into a world filled with laughter, love and friendship, things she's no longer used to. When she eventually trusts a person enough to let into her life, she meets Dan; her complete opposite. Together they experience up's and down's, talking baby steps towards a future together, but Leah is struggling with her own demons and deceases, and they both find themselves thrown into a universe they're too fragile to handle alone. "You were the best of me Leah, and I thank you for that every day." (psst it's my first ever fanfiction, and I apologize in advance for plot holes and the cringe-worthy writing... but hey, everybody's gotta start somewhere right?) (T/W) mentions of self-harming, anxiety/panic attacks, suicide, hospitals and eating disorders. Please do NOT read if you're sensitive to that kind of content.

Finding the Phandom: A Dan and Phil AU by AmberIssues0

Phil Lester is a YouTuber who lives in London. He has a following of, just recently, 4 million people. He has been making a name for himself. He loves his job, but he is missing something. Dan Howell is a law school drop out from the University of Manchester. He has been doing YouTube since he graduated high school. He now does YouTube full time. He has a following of six million people. He still feels lonely. What happens if Dan and Phil never met in 2009? In a world where Dan and Phil aren't "Dan and Phil", will the phandom still ship them? Will fate intervene? Warnings: Language, Depression, Self-Harm, Hospitals Cover Art credit: http://maddox-rider.tumblr.com/

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completed~~ Dan Howell is admitted into the Manchester Eye Mental Hospital after his attempted suicide. He gets roomed with a boy named Phil Lester, but he doesn't talk much. Not at all actually. Dan decides to make it his personal mission to make Phil talk, but focusing on someone all the time can make you lose yourself. ------------------------------------------ mentions of self harm, suicide, multiple mental illnesses, etc ------------------------------------------ deranged (a.) mad; insane

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(tw: s*lf-h*rm, mentions of s*lf-h*rm, d*pr*ss*d scenes. May be triggering for some. Read at your own limit, please!) Phil Lester, a boy who's falling into depression slowly. And soon, his depression may end up falling to deep. He gets hateful and rude comments on his videos that he posts to YouTube. He even gets hate on Twitter, Facebook, and Tumblr. What did he ever do to them? What did he do to deserve any of this?? His flatmate Dan doesn't know about Phil's depression, however. All he knows (thinks, rather) is that his best friend is staying strong through all of the hateful things he gets from people. But in reality, that's not what Phil is doing at all. He's not staying strong through the hate. He's just faking the smile for Dan so he wouldn't get so worried about him. Sure, Dan might be able to crack some real smiles out of him once in a while, but not every time. He also wears long sleeves and thick bracelets to hide the scars of his pain. He acts like his normal quirky, adorable, funny, weird self when making YouTube videos, when around his friends and family, when having a meet-up with fans (or just being around them in general), when out in public, etc. Phil hadn't told anyone at all about his depression. And he probably wouldn't anytime soon, either. His fans didn't know, his friends didn't know, his family didn't know, Dan didn't know... nobody knew. But one day, would people push him over his limit? Would Dan be able to save him in time? © 2016 by bluetroyee. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.

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Too Close (Phan) by WellThisIsAwkward49

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Nothing stays perfect for long by xPhangirl5everx

[Completed] Jess Chapman lives with fellow youtubers and friends of 5 1/2 years-Dan Howell and Phil Lester One night everything changes and she has to fight between an angry ex, keeping relationships in order and depression all with the added stress of uploading regular videos to YouTube so her fans can't moan at her 24/7. WARNING: INCLUDES SOME THINGS THAT MIGHT BE TRIGGERS. INCLUDES REFERENCES TO SELF-HARM, SUICIDE AND DEPRESSION. AND HAS SOME SWEARING. Edit-This was my first fanfiction ever so if it's really bad I'm sorry...but I literally can't get through the first chapter without cringing so editing isn't going well... I swear my others are better though...

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A slim chance by noshowsiero

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