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The wind was cold, and it was nights like this where I missed him the most. With the smells and sounds of the rehabilitation center surrounding me, and the loneliness of the empty bed underneath me, it made me think of what we could have been.

He said he loved me, that he wouldn't leave me. 

If I would have known that everything coming out of his mouth, every word, every promise, was a lie of some sort, I wouldn't have believed him. 

Maybe he loved me, but not enough. Never enough. 

➳

©roseisaloser

➳this story may contain some self harm/self harm references
➳this story may contain references to drug use
➳if any of those things may trigger/make you uncomfortable, please do not readAll Rights Reserved

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Destined By Fate by LoraWhite6

Kendall has always lived a quiet life in a small town in Illinois with her family, friends, and boyfriend Jordan. Her life had been mostly happy other than when her best friend moved away when she was 10. It took her years to get over that loss. Then several years later, tragedy struck when her father passed away suddenly and Kendall was forced to move with her mom closer to Chicago where she could find a job to support the two of them. Little does Kendall know that she is in for the surprise of a lifetime. From the book.... As he catches up to me, he grabs my arm swings me around and with one swift movement he ushers me into a nearby empty classroom with the lights off. He cages me in against the wall. His close proximity is making me dizzy and my mind is thinking very dirty thoughts. Wait no. I can't think like that anymore. "Kendall." He says hungrily. "You are mine and only mine. You drive me wild and no one else can have you." He says as he attacks my lips. It feels so amazing I can't help but kiss him back. I run my hands through his beautiful hair and he groans into the kiss. Man I don't want this to ever end. I feel drunk on him. I don't think I can let him go. He stops suddenly to finish his thoughts. "No one can make you feel like this. Or kiss you here...." He says as he kisses down my neck. I moan and he smirks pulling his face impossibly close to mine. "..or touch you." He says as he takes his hand and brushes it lightly down my arm and he snakes it back around my back pulling me even closer if that is possible. He finally stops at my ass which he squeezes delightfully and I hum in response. Warning: Contains graphic sexual content. Read at your own discretion. You will not be warned ahead of time. This is your only warning.

The Choices I've Made (By the Bay #1) by authorjlberg

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Letting Go (#JustWriteIt 30-Days Challenge) by ArinaShaw

"One day, you will experience something wonderful that even a whole trilogy isn't enough to describe it." A year later, she's gone forever and left such wonderful journey behind for me to experience. p/s; This is actually a Before You Exit fanfiction inspired by one of their songs, Letting Go, I think. It might not sound like a fanfic at first but, I hope you'll love it.

Our Broken Fairytale (Frerard) by SeraphStarshine

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It Will Never Be The Same Again (Before You Exit Fanfic) by mamaaamia

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Infliction by neriwriting

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Destined By Fate

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