"what if this was all to end with the kick of a chair and a swing of the light fixture. but no. someone made that 10 times harder for me to do." - calum can't get over the death of his boyfriend. slowly losing the little friends and respect he has left, he tries to find a life beyond what they once had. a life without HIM. during his desperate attempt to put a stop to his inescapable nightmare, his demons only grow and begin to suffocate him, before it all becomes too much to handle. - malum