"It's like when i'm not around him I feel like I can't breathe, this constant feeling like i'm barely above water just trying to catch my breath but it's when he touches me or when i'm simply around him, that I feel like I can breathe that I just took a big gasp of air and it scares me, because why would a guy like him be with a broken guy like me?" in which christian w. finds himself helping his best friend clary fray find her mother, finds himself and a certain lightwood who changes everything.