"It was like any other night, my parents went to bed earlier and I stayed up. I did the same routine every night mostly. I close and lock my door, get my pencil sharpener out and unscrew it to get to the blade. Then I would sit on my bed and take the blade place it on my skin and start. " My name is Ally I'm 17 years old and that is what I do at night and there was nothing that was going to make me stop! Nothing.....I think?