Insomniac
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You know that feeling when you're tired but you can't sleep? That's basically my life. All I want to do is sleep, but I can't. I mean it's not like I've never had sleep, but when I do get to close my eyes, it's not very long before I wake up.
ELisa Roberts had black hair to contrast her ghostly pale skin and match the bags under her eyes. She was always tired but unable to sleep. Not that her family knew. In fact, she may as well live alone. Her mom is always at "work" or getting drunk, her dad had left her when she was three, and she had no other siblings. It's not like she had friends to confide in, either, seeing as nobody wants to hang out with the girl with raccoon eyes. So Elisa is left to deal with her insomnia, and no matter how many melatonin's she takes, she'll never sleep.
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