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Finding Happiness

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depression fiction highschool love school self-harm self-hate

Destiny Joy Miriam had a normal upbringing. 

She was good in school and was decent looking. She never thought of herself as beautiful though, and had always found something or someone to compare herself to.

She didn't like having friends. 

Destiny enjoyed being at peace with everyone, she thought belonging to a specific group would be boring so she was "friends" with everyone.

That has been the way her life was until a new student transferred to her school.

Bret Owens, handsome, funny, book-lover. 

He was automatically joined to the "popular" group, but he is nice to everyone and doesn't treat anyone different except for Destiny.

Bret doesn't talk to Destiny unless he has to.

Until one day Destiny and Bret get paired up for a science project and there are some problems.

They don' fall for each other... She made the mistake of falling for him but he wasn't there to catch her until she was too far to reach.All Rights Reserved

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