My Heart Doesn't!
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This was a real incident in my life. I was in Rajasthan in the year 2007. I was 12 years old at that time! There was this girl I saw & I wrote this poem when One day after almost 5 years I remembered her. Her voice still lingers in my memories & maybe one day she will read this! :)
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