I know this is something that everybody has dealt with, or will deal with at least once in their lifetime. I ain't gonna sugarcoat it, it ain't a good feeling to have. I mean, to believe that you aren't worth something is one thing. But to truly experience that belief... That's an entirely different feeling. And I know that things for me are actually going pretty good at the moment... I guess I'm just feeling this way because I've always been a ghost, and now I ain't. It feels good to not be one, but at the same time it doesn't.