My understandings
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Last published Tue, Jul 28, 2015
This book is about a 20 year old girl jazabel struggling with life when she meets her hero Austin Carlile. The time period is from march 2011-present. It started right after Austin got his Divorce and heart surgery!
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This is my first ever book and I like it so far. I will post maybe twice a week.. I don't know yet! A lot of twist and excitement.
Please comment and let me know what you guys think. I will start doing shout outs eventually.!
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