Remi Never Smiles ✔️
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  • Reads 562
  • Votes 16
  • Parts 21
  • Time 3h 28m
Complete, First published Apr 19, 2016
Mature
*TRIGGER WARNING* -self-harm, suicide

*this'll be kind of like Help Came. If 3 stories doesn't work out, I'll delete this*

*I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL. ANY INACCURATE, UNEDUCATED DEPICTIONS OF MENTAL ILLNESS WITHIN DO NOT ALIGN WITH MY CURRENT UNDERSTANDING/PERCEPTION OF THEM. WHILE THERE AREN'T MANY, ANY OFFENSIVE TERMINOLOGY WITHIN ARE NOT A PART OF MY CURRENT VOCABULARY. ALL IN ALL, I WAS A DUMB KID*


Remi Higgins never smiles. She used to, but mom and dad started fighting about love, her baby brother stopped sleeping, and people started hating her for a reason unknown to her. She doesn't know how to deal with everyone and everything.

Most of her life has been this way until she met Nick, her new best friend. He's suffering from his own issues too. Will he push her deeper into her depression or pull her out when things change? Or will there be someone else to save her instead?
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