Counting Stars

Life is to short to be able to give up on hope, to give up on love, and to give up on life itself. You don't even notice until what you have is gone and has disappeared. You may have what you want at the time you know they are there but you take advantage of not knowing that in an instant, in a thought, or in a moment that it can be gone. I have lost everything and now i cherish everything that i have. I know that I am stubborn and I know that I need to lose sometimes but its hard. My parents don't know how life for me at high school is at the moment.They think I am sad that we're moving, but im the complete opposite i am happy to leave the people I've known my whole life. Like i said i have lost everything i need to start new and fresh. and moving gives me the perfect opportunity. I will no longer be bullied on the old decisions that i've made i may even be given the chance to have friends who actually care and won't use me for the money i clearly have. i want to be excepted for myself for being me, and thats what i plan on doing. Only i didn't know that this move was going to contain all the secrets that it beholds. I'm appalled and taken aback that my parent could hold back so many secrets since i was little. Some of the things that i thought were lost aren't, and are here and living. But i'm strong now more then ever and now i know not to hold back from living in the shadows of secrets i'm going out and living i don't plan on losing any more of what i have. No not at all.