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Faithfully

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Time 4h 49m

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Since I could remember I knew I was different from everyone around me, but I didn't know why.  It wasn't till I was a little older that I understood why I was different, my best friend and I have been almost inseparable and our mothers had their hands full with us.  Almost everything thing a little kid can get themselves into we did it.  As time passed by my feelings for my friend didn't change, in actuality it morphed into something that would scare the living crap out of me, but for some unknown reason I was afraid to act upon it.
  
  With each year that passed by I was afraid to tell him how I feel about him, that I love him more than just a friend.  My biggest fear is that he would be either mad, disgusted or hate me, NO, I would rather keep feelings for myself and keep him as a friend rather than tell him how I feel.
  
  Each time I see him with some girl that is a friend or a boy for that matter I would get this sharp jab in my heart and I would choke up and not talk to them, I would rather walk away than stay and see that they would eventually take him from me.  Little did I know that he felt the same way about me, we were just too afraid to talk to each other about our feelings.
  
  
  Well, here is out story.All Rights Reserved

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When you smile

Smiles, to me, are like a foreign language I struggle to speak, and you're the patient tutor trying to teach me the nuances. *** And then, there he was, sitting at a corner table, his emerald eyes shimmering with an enigmatic depth, as if they were vessels of untold stories. His smile, warm and inviting, stretched across his face, igniting a spark within my chest, causing my heart to momentarily stumble in its rhythm. He was a magnetic force, and I felt drawn to him, helpless in my attraction, like a moth entranced by a mesmerizing flame. But I was hidden in the shadows, unable to fight my own fears. What if he turned out to be just like them? What if he was another nightmare waiting to happen? I wanted so badly to approach him, to be near him, to feel that gentle touch I longed for, but my fear held me back. It was as if an invisible chain tied me to my feet, making it impossible to move forward. I couldn't help, I was slowly falling for him, despite my best efforts. But I couldn't allow myself to love someone. Love? It felt like a distant star in a pitch-black sky, beautiful yet impossibly out of reach. I wished I could just let go, to allow myself the chance to be happy, but some scars run too deep to be healed by one smile, right?