Not Enough (Phan AU)
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"I just can't do it Phil... I'm not enough."
Dan's a dancer. Phil's a painter. They've been at the same college for over a year and they've never crossed paths. That was until mid-October, the two found themselves together collecting the scattered Art Supplies. Dan looked up at the ghostly pale boy with beautiful blue eyes, how had he never seen him before? He was mesmerised, enchanted almost.
Time passes and bonds grow, Phil begins to notice a slight change in Dan. It was nothing much but it was enough for Phil. But how far will Phil go to save the boy he has come to love...
TRIGGER WARNING: Contains eating disorders, depression and abusive relationships
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