Beautiful Chaos
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Ongoing8m
Last published Thu, Apr 28, 2016
Never before have I felt so empty.
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I watched him as he smoked. Tall, dark, and cut. I'm sure he'd be every girl's dream, but he wasn't mine. I pretended to listen to him talk as I studied the gray cloud leave his nose and mouth and fill the cold, crisp air. Taking a drink of gin out of a plastic cup I tried to forget everything. Unfortunately, it wasn't working.
He stopped talking and looked at me. Shit. It was to late to recover by laughing. I grabbed him and pulled his body into mine, locking his lips with mine. He tasted like cigarettes. Damn I missed smoking.
I felt his hand work its way down my back inching closer to my ass. Not today buddy. I broke the make out off and whispered "Catch you later" into his year. I walked away laughing and catching eye contact with him.
Of course his little bitch, Carrie, was sitting not to far away from him in her secluded corner on her cell phone. Every now and then her royal highness would glance up just to pass her judgment on everyone here. He smiled at me, I smiled back, she took notice, and she stood and started kissing his neck.
I watched the light leave his eyes again.
My ex, Asher. The first one I managed to fall in love with. Yes, it's sappy, but he still loved me too. He told me the last time they were fighting. They do that a lot.
"What the fuck do I have to do to get your attention?" I turned around and watched the filthy bitch yell at Ash. I would love nothing more than to kick her ass. The only thing stopping me was the knowledge of how pissed he would be at me.
Suddenly a brick wall stopped me.
"Fuck!" I shouted turning to see the same Cigarette Douche Boy from before.
"Must be destiny," he slurred, obviously high.
"Must be," I mumbled, grabbing his hand and leading him upstairs to the bedrooms. Sex. Just to keep my mind of shit.
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