The Pain of Love. {Phan}
- Reads 1,032
- Votes 2
- Parts 3
After a drunken night together, Dan finds it hard to believe what happened. He starts to fill his life with worthless one night stands, trying to distract himself from what happened. Phil notices that dan is growing distant, but doesn't say anything. He won't admit it hurts him that the guy he loves is not the same. One thing is certain: nothing will be the same.
This is my first fan fiction and there will be more chapters coming soon. So far this is pretty PG and there is nothing that will give you guys a heart attack. There will be some swearing, alcohol, and some self harm in the future. That's all the warnings I think. I have tons more ideas so let me know if you liked this fan fic, and I will make sure to post more soon!
All Rights Reserved
#120
phan
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Euphoric but Empty
This is my first fanfic I ever attempted writing so I'm sorry it sucks Dan has a bad life and is constantly looking for the positive and usually comes up short... Until Phil. Dan is believed to be a grumpy badass by most. There is some truth to that. But, under the surface he is a sweet and happy guy. Phil has a happy life but can never seem to find true happiness... Until Dan. Phil uses the illusion of happiness to hide the true darkness within him. When the two have a chance encounter, their lives change forever. Phil colors Dan's world in ways he never thought possible. And Phil realized that maybe he didn't need to hide. Triggers: attempted suicide, depression, and boyxboy (is that a trigger?)Complete
Happy Little Phil, Take Dan Away // Phan
It all started with that kiss, that moment and that passion when Dan became lost and Phil was clueless but both in love. The story of a skinny love that slowly becomes into something more and at the same time something less. *Note* Depression, suicide, self-harm and things like this will be mentioned a few times in this phan fiction and it shouldn't be triggering in any way but if it is, I apologize in advanced! Also, I wrote this a while ago now and my writing, grammar and spelling weren't the best so please excuse that. Enjoy!Complete
Want to start a phamily?
Dan and Phil never expected to become friends. Phil seems to run the school, and Dan ignores everyone. When Dan accidentally spills his drink on Phil at the dance, could their friendship blossom into something more? {BTW, I am bad at descriptions}Complete
A Royal Legend ~ Phan
From my oneshot book, but in a bookier form! OK, GUYS THIS IS PHAN, I SWEAR TO YOU! I'm just adding and introducing people at the beginning for later on in the story! I'm sorry I'm not getting to Phan quick enough for some of you, but this is a longer story than I normally do, and I have to set stuff up for a plot... I'm sorry, but I've been getting comments about this story not being what people signed up for, and some gave up on it before Dan is brought in, so... Please enjoyComplete
How to Help Howell?
Dan is struggling with his self confidence. Well, let's be honest. Dan has no self confidence and struggles to face the harsh realities of life and the pessimistic thoughts and voices that inhabit and nag his brain constantly. Phil tries to help his friend to realize that he really isn't as much as a monster as he thinks of himself to be. These two friends embark on a journey of love, hate, discovery, and confusion. And will they even still be friends by the end of the journey? Will Dan's turmoil break apart their friendship or turn it into something more? Dan and Phil try to answer to the burning question, How to Help Howell? WARNING: Some of this story may be triggering, so if you're sensitive to depressing topics and/or thoughts, gay slurs, mentions of eating disorders, and self harm, this may not be the story for you, which is perfectly fine. Read at your own risk! In case you didn't know, this is Dan Howell and Phil Lester fanfiction. If you haven't heard of them, then go check out their YouTube channels (AmazingPhil and danisnotonfire) right now. It won't take you long to fall in love with them and once you do, come back and read the story. :)Complete
Alone Together
Phil's life is awful. Bullied, under appreciated, and friendless, he takes on life. One day there is a thought in his head that isn't his. He didn't think it. He soon discovers that it was someone else, and that person is alone too. Despite not knowing who the other is, or even if one of them just went crazy and is imagining a voice in his head, they decide to be alone together.Complete
Speak up already - Phan
Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]Complete
The Demons Inside
PHAN , and I don't want to spoil it , sorry and thanks for understanding ! I originally didn't plan to upload it but someone asked me to... This story doesn't really have that much of a plot because I mainly write/ wrote it because my mental health is not the best and I try to improve it by writing this story Disclaimer : I (sadly ) don't own Dan and Phil Warning : BOYxBOY , and maybe a little bit of SMUT, mentions of blood , graphic violence, brutality and mentions of hell and demonsComplete
Promise? • phan
{COMPLETED} Phil was mute, alone and bullied. Dan was outgoing, popular, and a bully. But when he starts developing feelings for Phil, what happens? -once again not good at summaries but give it a try-Complete
Danny's Girl (Phan)
I've read a bunch of phan, so why not write one? Dan Howell's life couldn't be any better at the moment. He has met the most beautiful, charming, kind girl he could ever imagine, and she loves him back. Everything is perfect... but not for Phil. Phil Lester has always been in love with Dan since the first moment he first met him, but now Phil's heart is crushed. He has some suspicions of Dan's girlfriend, but Dan just brushes it off, ignoring Phil completely. Unfortunately, Phil's bad feelings may be true... Sexual content, self harm, language, and domestic abuse warning. Also, I'm American, so if I get anything wrong, please tell me. ••• Update: This is very old (not really that old) writing! It's cringy as hell, and I apologize in advance. I have fixed a few errors, so if it seems slightly different than it was before, that's why.Complete
This is my first fanfic I ever attempted writing so I'm sorry it sucks Dan has a bad life and is constantly looking for the positive and usually comes up short... Until Phil. Dan is believed to be a grumpy badass by most. There is some truth to that. But, under the surface he is a sweet and happy guy. Phil has a happy life but can never seem to find true happiness... Until Dan. Phil uses the illusion of happiness to hide the true darkness within him. When the two have a chance encounter, their lives change forever. Phil colors Dan's world in ways he never thought possible. And Phil realized that maybe he didn't need to hide. Triggers: attempted suicide, depression, and boyxboy (is that a trigger?)
More detailsContent Guidelines