Hey, Why Does It Hurt To Smile?
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Ongoing10m
Last published Tue, Aug 23, 2016
Sekai Hatsukoi fanfic (of couse that means boyXboy)
Pic not mine
Warning summery will suck, so please just read
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his eyes don't weep
his smile keeps
Yet the darkness deep inside still seeps
his mask stands strong
his heart well guarded
he tries to keep his heart well hardened
Yet with a simple gaze from Him
Will make him remember his loved one's sin
And with his bitter memory of He
he falls into a never-ending sea
(This is my poem. Any copiers will find that they may not see another day.)
Onodera, Ritsu is dead. He was torn to shreds, and may never return. Was his love just not good enough?
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