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Last published Sat, May 16, 2020
The story of a girl who believed her life was a complete wreck. She saw no future ahead of her. She had no goals. She had no aspirations. She carried herself as one who felt nothing but her soul cried bitterly every day.
She wondered why she was born. Why she couldn't just remain in the unknown abbys that is the pathway between life and oblivion. Why her maker sought to amuse himself so much as to give her such a life that was just full of disappointment. Why he let her suffer, And why he constantly prohibited her from doing what he clearly was failing to do-to rid the world of the burden that was her.
She finally changed. She now wants to live but she doesn't know how. How to make up for all the years and to actually be pleasant around people.
She finally meets someone.
Someone who changes her.
Someone who opens her eyes
Someone who teaches her how to feel.
Will her bringing back of feelings into her life build her up some more or make her worst fear come true?
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