18 & Pregnant

Ya , so I did what every teen girl does , I guess (forgive me for my over-generalization) . Except I have decided to keep this child , not give it away for adoptiong or abortion . . . I am a senior in high school still and had plans of going to an away college and I was offered a volleyball scholarship . Unfortunately , I had to let those things go.... because I now have a baby on the way . I am , however , going to go to a local community college . I was so depressed at first , but this is a baby . My baby ! I am so excited to love him and be able to care for him and be the mother I never had (I was adopted at age 12) . Unfortunately his father left due to the fact that he just isn't ready , but hopefully I will find an amazing father that will love this child as his own in the future . But as of now , instead of trusting that God will do something , and I trusting that God is God , and He will do what He decides is best for me and my child . (Jeremiah 29:11) .