I'm "Fine"

Thoughts at midnight. Love. Heartbreak. Loneliness. Encouragement.

❝𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐞'𝐯𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧❞ ❝𝐰𝐡𝐨'𝐬 𝐰𝐞❞ ❝𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐥𝐥, 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟏𝟐 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞 ❞ 𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐚 𝐝𝐨𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫, 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞: - 𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙡 𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨 - 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙨 - 𝙗𝙤𝙮 𝙭 𝙗𝙤𝙮 - 𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙨𝙩 - 𝙛𝙡𝙪𝙛𝙛 𝐀 𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐘 𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 🌙 𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 [𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝]

𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐭.

─┈ 𝘫𝘢𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘴 '𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴' 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘫𝘦𝘯𝘰 ┊ ✎ a nomin/jaeno fanfiction ┊ ✎ highschool au ┊ ✎ lower case intended ┊ ✎ short story [completed!] 𝐲𝐮𝐤𝐤𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐢𝐞 © 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏 . ︵ . ︵ . ︵ . ︵ . ︵ ✿ ⁾⁾

Just all of my poems put into one place

"Are you okay?" He swallowed, blinking repeatedly to stop the tears from escaping his eyes. "Yeah, yeah I'm okay." The older looked at him, then without a word he took him in an embrace, holding him close. "I know you're not." 𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 - TW: -PTSD - abuse -selfharm - mentions of suicide -depression - anxiety - eating disorders - blood - homophobia - death Highest rankings: #1 Lino #1 Changlix #1 Minsung #1 cheesecake #5 skzships #10 yongbok #13 Leeknow #30 Changbin Started // 16032021 Finished /23112021

𝐸𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑢𝑝 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑜𝑟 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑑 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑔? Right.

☁︎ ɪ'ᴍ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴏᴠᴇʀᴛʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ'ᴍ ᴄʟᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ

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"Sometimes I just want it to end, nothing can stop that thought. " but that's what I said years ago and the thought never ended, it just grew. I don't think I want help anymore, unless you're the grim reaper. if you see him, tell him I've been waiting.