Lost Soul
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Ongoing7m
Last published Sat, May 7, 2016
"He used me again and again and again. Tearing a part of me away each time, yet I always came back because I thought he made me whole. But when he left me crying on the bathroom floor, he walked away with everything I was...leaving me nothing but a cold, lost soul."
A story about love, hardships, life, surviving depressing, self-harm, and eating disorders.
Brooke is your average nerdy teenage girl. She's obsessed with boys, music, and books. What people don't know is that she's fighting a battle deeper than her cuts.
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