What It Feels Like To Be Drowning.
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Last published Fri, Aug 23, 2019
Joe's past is now unbearable after the things he decided to do. Guilt follows him around everyday, but there's nothing he can't do about it,there's no moving on now. All Joe wants now is to live in the moment and forget the fact that he's drowning in his own past
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