Is Life Worth Me Staying

Depression is the worst thing there is ur at a consent battle between you self you ether survive or you die trying is a war and it's hard cause alot of people die trying to make it I'm one of those many people for years I had depression anxiety and it's always seemed to get worse everyday no matter how hard people tried I wouldn't get better I wouldn't smile he'll I wouldn't even laugh do u know what it's like not to laugh for 4 months straight it sucks and it hurts I hold my tears back and I cut my skin with the cold blade I watch all the blood pour out my skin and down my arm to the floor I think it's my pain going away but in reality it's not it does nothing your just sitting there hurting ur self even more then what u already are for the longest I believed that doing that help and ik we all heard this one before CUTTING DOESN'T DO ANYTHING BUT MAKE EVERYTHING WORSE !!
Now I'm sure we all heard that before and we had a I fair fights with people who tell us that ..