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HOW TO SAVE A LIFE//PHAN

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Reads 61,079
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Parts 131
Time 1h 5m

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☆MOONCHILD☆: I need help. Everything is fucked up right now. I can't do this anymore
        
        |MESSAGE UNDELIVERED|
        
        ☆MOONCHILD☆: I want to die.
        
        |MESSAGE UNDELIVERED|
        
        ◇Plantboy◇: Hey, how r u?
        
        ☆MOONCHILD☆: I am dead inside. I am sad. I am depressed. I am angry. I am anxious. 
        |MESSAGE UNDELIVERED|
        
        ☆MOONCHILD☆: Fine thx wbu?
        
        |MESSAGE DELIVERED|
        
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        There might be some triggering stuff like depression, anxiety, selfharm so please stay safe and don't read this if you get triggered easily!
        
        
        It's my first english story so please don't be too harsh

----this story is completely unedited and cringy but I don't want to delete it so..I hope you enjoy my cringeyy old ff and A/Ns-----All Rights Reserved

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