Ella's one of 7 children, her big sister Alice is in remission from eye cancer, and she has been for the past 10 years. The rest of her family aren't exactly normal. She's a 16 year old riddled with undiagnosed depression and anxiety, and to to top it all she's being bullied and just about everyone hates her for no reason. All she needs in her life is one person to look after her, to care for her and love her. Not to be someone's number one just to be someone's only one. What happens when she meets a mysterious bad boy? Will she finally find what she's been searching for her whole life? And will she find happiness at last?