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Reads 145,860
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Parts 21
Time 1h 29m

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(completed)
warning: contains self harm/self-loathing
  
  "Why do you keep hurting yourself like this?" 

"Because, Zayn, I deserve it." 

"Niall, you can't possibly believe that." 

"Everyone believes it, Zayn. Nobody will ever love me the way Harry loves Louis. The way Liam loves Sophia. The-the way you love P-Perrie." Niall whispered the last part.

"I'll love you like that," Zayn whispered softly.

*

  Niall is depressed, suicidal, lonely and mistreated by fans but Zayn is there to help.
  


Book one in Saving Niall series. 
  
  (Currently editing as of May 29, 2016)All Rights Reserved

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