Blade: A Self Harmer's Story
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Last published Thu, Nov 24, 2011
That lone girl in the hallway has a story too. The thoughts inside of her head destroy her, even without the words of her peers. She feels alone and it is alone in which she bears her pain. When struggling with yourself and love, the physical pain she'll inflict upon herself will never hurt as much as the emotional damage that she feels everyday.
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