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I was outside of a house, the sprinklers came on and hit my face with water, I woke up not knowing where I was. I tried getting up but my legs were to weak to lift my body up so I fell back down, I tried my hardest to get up and I managed to pull myself together and get up, the water from the sprinklers were hitting my face, I saw my bag on the curve of the street so I walked to pick it up, I managed to get my stuff and I started walking home but didn't know where I was, I felt like vomiting right there, on the street, I had a flashback to the party that I was at, I remembered that I took about 4 shots of vodka and was smoking a joint dance with my friends and random people who showed up at the party, I made out with a bunch of guys, drank some more, and smoked some more, then the flashback ended and I was walking into my front yard, I got to my window and opened it, I threw my bag on the ground, pulled myself inside of my room and fell on my bed, then my alarm rang at 6:30!
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