Faking Smiles
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*ON HOLD*
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Hi.
I'm Serenity.
My name means peaceful.
The only peaceful thing about my life is sleep.
My life sucks but some how I'm still here.
Some how.
I'm bullied every single day.
Beat by my dad.
Oh I almost forgot I hang out with my zero friends.
And a new bloody cut everyday.
Yet I am still hanging on.
Barley.
But why.
Why has God chosen for me to still live?
There must be a reason, and maybe I'll find out why someday.
But for now I'll just be here,
faking smiles.
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hola i wrote this a year ago and don't feel like editing it rn so yea it's trash
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