Suicide
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"Carly!" I can hear a faint voice in the distance, fading away. I can see a faint dream-like light. "Baby please!" Just a whisper, now. So this is what it's like to fade into the past. To become a mere memory to everyone you once loved. I can still remember my last words. My last words before I left my so-called 'perfect life'. They pierced me like a blade as I swallowed fifteen oval shapes of death. Those two words. I'm sorry. "Why!". The word pierces straight through me, sending a wave of pain through me. I can feel myself being re-grounded to the earth. No!!!
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After trying to kill herself early the moon gets sent to therapy where she meets Lyla jean a drug dealer Ashley bait a bullied person who tried suicide twice and Jason bennet a mysterious guy with a mysterious past.It feels good having some new friends who like her for her.But there all hiding something. Something dangerous.Something that will change her life even more.What will happen when she finds out what?
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