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Just Kill Me Now...

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Reads 157
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Parts 10
Time 1h 14m

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You know that feeling when you feel like you want to kill yourself? Not out of sadness, but out of hatred? That's the feeling that I've felt my entire life. Everyday, when you look at the clock and you just see the seconds hand slowly move  around the clock. When it'd just stop raining and you see the raindrops fall slowly off the wall. Sometimes when you're just sitting in class and you blur the whole world out and think. The life of every high schooler. Sometimes the world is just so terrible and annoying, you have no other idea than just to commit suicide.All Rights Reserved

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Game of the Gods (Ongoing) by Mind_of_The_Odd

I never thought that I'd become anything in life. All I wanted was to be normal, to do normal things, live a normal life....and yet, somehow through a series of unfortunate events I landed in a game of life or death. Go me! What was simple fun to the god's would test me beyond mortal strength. Every contest would be more brutal than the previous. Every thought I had could be turned against me. Was it worth it to try and survive? Was it possible to make bonds that transcended anything I thought possible? Was it worth it to try and continue living as a mortal or was I simply so much more than I thought.

Save Me by LunarDivinity

I was drowning. I knew that. I also knew that the hands around my throat, pushing me deeper into the river water was the cause. What I didn't know was who was drowning me and why. It hurt thinking. It hurt to do anything right now. But I still screamed under the cold water and pushed the hands away as hard as I could. It didn't have much effect. I fought and fought, but I was getting weaker, and colder. The pain was overbearing. I couldn't breathe. It was the worst pain imaginable; and as the hands that were around my neck were forcibly ripped off by some unknown force, I slipped deeper into the depths of the river. My hair was straight above me along with my arms. My eyes were open and the water burned. A darkness started to pull me under, taking the pain away. I felt a small pressure around my waist, before the darkness completely consumed me. The last thing I remember is thinking, save me.

Bridging The Gap by manjimanandy

Death is the biggest mystery, right? Unknown to all it stays the biggest fear and question amongst us mere mortals. Think again .....maybe the biggest mystery isnt the inevitable death....its life. Cover credits: sour_candyy

Let It Be by Emy_Holland

How can Abby consider living forever when every moment is a struggle to survive? In an attempt to leave the worst two years of her life behind, Abby moves in with a family friend to start a new life. But moving and starting a new school aren't as easy as she'd hoped they would be, and friends are few and far between. When she gets seated next to the handsome loner Sam Durand in four different classes, Abby decides to befriend him and find out why he won't associate with anyone in school. But Sam has his own secrets, and after an ill-fated bath on Halloween night, the secrets suddenly become Abby's as well. Sam's life is eternal, and now, she has the chance to extend her lifeline as well. But how can Abby consider living forever when every moment is a struggle against the memories of her past? When romance blossoms between Sam and Abby, she knows she can't make the life-changing decision until she tells Sam the truth of what happened to her. Abby only has a year to decide, but she can keep pushing it off forever, right? Right? [TW: mentions of physical abuse, mention of rape, eating disorder] [[Word count: 60,000-65,000]]

Give me shelter by SabastianStefano

Have you ever felt so lonely you believed there was nothing left for you? Stashed away, merely forgotten. I mean you could cry and cry, yet no one would hear you. At least no one you truly once loved. Being yourself can be detrimental to others happiness, and so you down play who you are. You devalue your beliefs, your morals fall short and that hollow rock turns into your Mirror. Do you matter anymore? Would anyone care if you simply disappeared? Could you find your way out of the darkness? Look Closer is one of my favourite quotes and so I'll use it as a guide to understanding the complex characters you're about to meet.

EDGE. by edenjohanna

**WARNING!** The following contains triggering and sexual content, heavy language, and drug use. Please continue at your own risk. So we stopped to dance in the rain, for it reminded us of our own tears that were spilled from our eyes in the dark and haunting past. Maybe we wished dancing in the clear drops with happiness on our faces would make the pain go away. For now, it would. That’s all we needed. ***

Poetry As Ruined As I by HeraYokubo

A collection of Poems about a cluster-fuck of things; from wanting to die to jumping in front of trains, to sex on the phone and love beneath the bedsheets. Being so full of emotion to void of it all, the darkest of thoughts and most suicidal of moments. All boundaries crossed - Death, Rape, Mental Health. The Sun and the moon, and the wrath of an endless sky of stars. Where violence and abuse walk hand in hand, and the rain makes you wonder "what do our rooms look like when we die?" [warning://contains.death.and.life.&.everything.in-between.&:@/) You're going to have to read it to find out.

My short stories by n3v34m1nd

I wrote some short stories out of enjoyment. None are connected in any way. Some are dark, others have suicidal actions and thoughts, a few deal with "break-ups".

Forever by kaitlynmariebrown

Unable to age, unable to die. So many people want me, but they can't have me. They want to experiment on me and use my blood to make more people like me. They want an army, an army that will take over humanity. An army that will end the world. I am a fighter, I work alone. But I have more problems then just them chasing me to worry about. I'm looking for something, wanting to be someone else, I'm hunting for my freedom. I don't want this, I don't want this life. This live and never die or age crap, I'm done with it. I can never love a man because we won't die old together, I want freedom from this. I walk around everyday seeing families, happy and smiling; it kills me inside. I want that, but I can't have that. I can't have that because of this curse, because of this group of people trying to catch me, use me. I may be human but we all know I'm beyond important. Others think it's incredible! I hate it, I want out, I want to be free.. But can I ever truly be?

Quick Hero by amecOfficial

Is this really the correct answer-to leave my family, friends, and my normalness. I want to believe that I can manage that burden. Mary. "It's better when you don't think about it, but if you do-don't use some half ass reason to justify it." My life changed the moment I met you, and I swear to repay you for your kindness. Because you and everyone else are my family. There are people in this world who work in the shadows protecting everyone from the evils of the world and I was lucky enough to witness this first hand. --- I wrote these characters and the baseline of the story all the way back in 2nd grade. Now, 17 years later, I decided to actually turn it into a full flesh story. I will note that it may be somewhat confusing to read due to the way I write in this. But over time it will become easier.

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Game of the Gods (Ongoing)

I never thought that I'd become anything in life. All I wanted was to be normal, to do normal things, live a normal life....and yet, somehow through a series of unfortunate events I landed in a game of life or death. Go me! What was simple fun to the god's would test me beyond mortal strength. Every contest would be more brutal than the previous. Every thought I had could be turned against me. Was it worth it to try and survive? Was it possible to make bonds that transcended anything I thought possible? Was it worth it to try and continue living as a mortal or was I simply so much more than I thought.