I'm Sorry
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MatureOngoing16m
Last published Tue, May 10, 2016
Life was great until i lost my best friend that i loved so much... life just hasn't been the same. I've been depressed since then i started doing alot of things that im not proud of. I dont know if i should stop or just die. I dont know anymore. Maybe i should just forget.
What Will Alivia do?
Forget about her best friend?
Kill herself?
Or
Just stop doing anything?
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