Dear Diary

Dear Diary,
Will anyone care when I'm gone? Will they even notice I'm gone? Should I just end it all? Maybe then they'll care about me... What if I do it? Will it make thier lives better? I bet it will. I really think it's best that I just do it. I want the world to be a better place... I should do it. What if I scar my sister though? What if she thinks it's her fault? What if my mom sends her to some sort of mental facility? What if mom just turns into a vegetable, I can't leave Eliana in this house alone... I Love Her.