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Depression | phan [completed]

literallyxphanxtrash

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Reads 124,804
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Parts 50
Time 34m

literallyxphanxtrash

dan danandphil danhowell daniel danielhowell danieljameshowell danisnotonfire howell lester phanfic phanfiction phil phillester phillip philliplester phillipmichaellester thephandom

Dan Howell is depressed.

Phil Lester is not.

Dan Howell doesn't want anyone to know.

Phil Lester just wants to help. 

Dan Howell thinks he's alone.

Phil Lester wants to be there.

Dan Howell pretends he's okay. 

Phil Lester knows he isn't. 

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*trigger warning* and very short chapters

[completed: May 9, 2016]All Rights Reserved

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