How can you find yourself when you're still stuck in the past? These are the questions that kept Zayn up, kept him drinking so he wouldn't remember that one night. 19 year old Zayn had everything going for him he'd finally proposed to the girl of his dreams! Sometimes every one step forward sends you two steps back,as one horrible night things got out of hand and left zayn depressed and confused. What actually happened that night?All Rights Reserved