Love Forever

I used to love someone i thought our love would be forever bit its not. I was wrong.

It's 7:00 in the evening i'm sitting infront of the window watching outside as the rain falls down, reminicing everything asking myself questions that obviously will never be answer.I stood up and went back to bed , i was lying down alone, suddenly i cought my self saying, " there's no such thing as forever , forever is a lie all we have between us is hi and goodbye ". I woke up and i'm still all alone, i'm mad at him how can he do this to me? he left me with no one to hold, i feel so lonely i miss him so bad. Another day has pass i still cant move on i've gone crazy i dont know what to do, for me he's not just my husband, he's a part of me that i thought i would never loose, but i'm wrong. I lost him. It's almost midnight and i'm still awake .. i cant sleep coz i:m thinking of him. I cant even stop my self from starring at his picture.He was my north, my east, my u and west my working days and sunday rest. I cant imagine that i would see him lying down in his coffin. His death is lightning fast I didnt even had a chance to say goodbye.

It's 5:00 in the morning i still cant move on . I cant help it. I'll do anything too see him again. .... We're 6 ft. apart only the ground separates us. But how, how will i ever be with him again? Days past time has stopped everything is frozen I'm sitting in the corner room in silence I feel numb.

I travel back in time when i can still feel the warmth og his love , the sweetness of his smile , the tightness of his hug and the sound of his laughter . I felt his presence, I felt it as if he's still with me.

I new what happiness feels like. I have my second chance. The chance to prove my love for him. We danced, we laughed, we spend the hole day as if night will never come. Surprisingly it didn't. There was light all over me