It's a love hate relationship.. ( a phan & amazingskies fanfiction )
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"People think I should just end it with him, for my own good, but they don't understand. I love Dan, he loves me too." Suffering with bipolar, Dan(isnotonfire) domestically abuses his boyfriend (Amazing)Phil. Phil hates what is happening to him but feels he needs to help his love... but just as he decides he can't take it any more, Phil finds an ex lover that wants to make a change, Charlie(Skies)
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