Jillian Harper is not your average seventeen year old girl. Her parents died in a freak car accident when she was thirteen, and her older brother Josh is in Iraq fighting in the war. To top that off her parents died on her thirteenth birthday and her brother left for Iraq on her sixteenth birthday.
She has no friends, everyone thinks she is the reason her parents died years ago. She suffers from depression, she had to go to the hospital five times since she was fifteen. Four of those times were for cutting and the last time was for popping pills. Now she has to see a therapist once a week. Jillian will go through pain, hatred, depression, love and surprises. Take a trip through Jillian's world and realize why she's already gone.