Raising a Kid with One Direction? & The Wanted? (Help!)

I never put much thought as to how I would raise a kid when I was older. I thought I'd stay a kid forever. Never grow up. Never have to raise kids and teach them right from wrong because honestly...I still don't know what's right from wrong. I especially never thought I'd have to raise a kid at 17...Not with the biggest boybands in the world that is... So here's the deal. I was 16 my parents forced me to move to England with my mother who I hated (but love now) and her stupid boybands (who I love now). At first I hated them all with a such a passion...but one night at the hotel and I realized they weren't that bad. After a few games of truth or dare, kissing and sneaking out with one of the boybanders (*cough* Harry) I had already come to like them all...And some had come like me too. Harry. Yeah having a singer like you is great. But not when 4 of them (Nathan, Zayn, Niall, and Harry) all like you at once! Especially since I had my former crush Drew waiting back home. Sneaking out with Harry eventually led to a date, I generally thought I liked him but I was crushing on one of the others. After countless dates, love songs, stalking, and one argument I realized I loved Harry. And not like high school crush love. I actually loved him like L-O-V-E-D loved him. We dated for a while, and had sex (which led to me getting pregnant but we'll get back to that) then I was kidnapped the same night my father declared he hated Harry. After I was returned home I learned I was pregnant. And then booom! Harry broke up with me. My parents took me back home. I lived in NY with my Nana for months and then Harry found me. I agreed to go back to London with him and then I was in a car crash and BAM memory gone. Eventually we did get back together. I knew I loved him and I loved our baby. So what happens when everything becomes too much. Am I really prepared to raise a baby? Bad enough. My boyfriends on a World Tour. Can I do it alone?