The Best She Claimed And More

You're probably not wondering who I am nor would you even care what my life is composed of, but since you're already spending a good eight to ten seconds reading on what I have to say, it's only right that I share my story. I'm Alexandria, most people just call me Alexa. I'm currently a first year college student enrolled in a degree for literature. The thing about my life is that I don't actually know what I'm doing, I don't know if I'm living or just breathing every second, every hour of my waking day. I feel as if I've been cursed by a strong, cold, stoic personality and that I'm completely stuck with it, that there is no escape, and if there is one, I bet it's highly convoluted. I've been living for twenty years and I could honestly say that I don't feel anything, that I don't feel shit, that I wake up the following day and it's all the same to me, there's no joy in life if you're living monotonously in a place composed of ignorance, in a place that no one understands how you think