Smile [Caspar Lee]

His smile always made things better; made Charlie less upset.

But it could never fully stop the jealousy, anxiousness, constant feeling that she couldn't match up to his YouTuber friends who were all so funny and friendly -- and the girls who were ten times prettier than she was, and the type of girls Caspar would fall in love with.

Charlie wasn't the type of girl he would fall in love with. She was forever a friend who Caspar would love as just that because she didn't have the qualities to match up to what Caspar wanted.

At least that's what she thinks.

[ note: caspar does not live in london in this . . . yet. ]