Pain
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  • Parts 16
  • Time 1h 36m
  • Reads 1,387
  • Votes 38
  • Parts 16
  • Time 1h 36m
Complete, First published Jul 21, 2013
Mature
Pain. It's all different for everyone. We all have our own tolerance, and our own versions of it to deal with. So if you consider it, my pain isn't all that important. I mean, people get raped every day right? And my rapist marking me as his, it's not so bad if you just ignore it. I mean, that's what I plan to do because how exactly can you protect everyone else if you're bawling in front of them? Nope, not me. I won't. I will trudge through and bare it as long as I can; I will protect the people I love. And maybe, hopefully, someone will be able to protect me. My name is Emma, and this, well this is my story.
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Fear

60 parts Complete Mature

It's been five years since that fateful Friday night. I remember it like it was yesterday. Now look at me. If you'd told me five years ago that I'd be kidnapped and fall in love with my kidnapper, I would have laughed and said, "Don't be ridiculous." He's given me this journal and allowed me to write my story. He thinks I won't publish it. But I hope to, one day. I need to tell my story. Putting pen to paper will help me unburden myself. The trauma I've kept hidden all these years is too much to bear alone. - Dark Romance, Psychological Thriller, Contemporary Fiction. Mature themes throughout. Not suitable for children. 18+ Reader discretion is advised. -