Friends fated since the day the pandemic rioted throughout the cities, Jackson and Mark might've met after the initial blast of the undead, but Hell will raise and join the Heavens before Jackson lets them end it apart. Because in a world drowning in dark waters of depression, aching agony, and smarting scars...
...more than just pain, bites...
Author's Note Thing:
As a prequel to the one shot, The Gates of Heaven and Hell, this is supposed to reveal Jackson and Mark's preciously regretful past, something that shapes them and who they are in the end.
WARNING: BLOOD, GORE, GRAPHIC CONTENT (not enough for an r-rating), AND FOR ALL MARKSON SHIPPERS, THIS WILL NOT BE ROMANCE. I don't ship them romantically so don't read if you don't want to read about the growing and deepening friendship that develops around these two.
The song that I imagine encompasses this fic is Lead On, by Phillip Phillips. If you listen to it, then you'll understand when I say that this fic isn't about an abusive relationship or anything, but I felt that the perhaps undeserved devotion he has to here is like Mark's loyalty and feelings about Jackson. Obviously the song is a love song, but still, I feel the words fit pretty well anyways. Also, Heavy in Your Arms is pretty good too, by Florence and the Machines.
Here is a poem that I've written to couple this story...
Broken bits and troubled things,
I could not find a rope to bring,
so let's sit back and say our prayers,
and hope tomorrow, we can bear,
for both our sakes, I wish you well,
without each other, there'd be hell,
so I'll sit back and say my prayers,
and hope tomorrow you can bear,
for broken bits we both may be,
but this is our reality,
try as hard as one could try,
there's just no changing you and I,
so by your side I'll always stay,
and trudge through mud to make a way,
we may have broken bit by bit,
but still our puzzle pieces fit.
She was always alone.... she never had friends she barely knew what it was like to love someone.... she was perfect.... but so broken.... lost.... À̴̱͝L̜̳ͮ̉O̴̰̝̞̽̄͊͟ͅÑ͖̖̲̐̒͗E̷͔̎͠͠͝ͅ she never deserved to be neglected, and yet she was. Before her all i wanted was the control over what was rightfully mine... now its more complicated, i want my own... my own body so i can forever hold her... and cherish her.... but our kinds aren't meant to be... we could be killed if anyone found out. The risks could be taken if the love is worth waitin. She is perfect... and i want her all to myself.... and it angers me every time i see them with her, they dont belong with her, i do.... and i will prove that too her.... or I'll just force her to see my way...
(This is an Anti x Reader, yes this is why i gave up on my other one... but don't expect me not to give up on this one lol anyways enjoy! Warning there is explicit content in this, sexual content, murder, suicide, cursing, racism, and other triggering topics will be mentioned in this story so please read on your own terms <3 love y'all)