These Voices In My Head
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"A sane person to an insane society must appear insane." -Kurt Vonnegut
"i can't find my way out"
In which a girl with schizophrenia finds herself locked in an asylum.
"the silence haunts me"
Her only sanctuary is the scarlet garden that spreads beyond her cage.
"a sea of red too thick to jump into"
There, a shadow flits about.
"unseen, unheard, unacknowledged"
It whispers in a world weary voice words more tangible than she ever heard before.
"turn around and walk away"
Too dangerous to stay, too intoxicating to walk away.
"plunge this world into the deepest, darkest pits of tartarus"
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Book 2 in the "enlightenment" series. Sound.
WARNING: and I mean this, this book is dark and contains dark themes, as does the rest of this series. If you can't deal with the harsh reality that is immorality, don't read.
#BreakStereotypes #FreeMentalIllness #NoMoreScars #ProjectSemicolon #SeizeTheLove #StopThePain #UnlikeMovies #EndRomanticizedAbuse #SALT #SaveALife
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(Cover made by me. Pic not mine. Sorry for bad quality, but all subtitles are in quotes in summary, so enjoy)
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