I can hear is laugh, even see his eyes sparkle. I an picture the ease in which he walks. He is my forbidden love.. It all started with a silly dream, one that started with hello. And with that one word I was sucked into a world of disaster and pain and.. A happy ending? I suppose I should start at the beginning, I saw him my first day of Freshman year. I started the year like everyone else, sacred of a new school, wanting to fit in. I wanted normal so much then, probably because I've never felt normal. I wasn't popular, I wasn't beautiful, I was plain and nerdy.