I love you more than you know
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Last published Sat, Jun 4, 2016
I never thought na mangyayari sakin to. Akala ko pang habambuhay na magiging bullshit ang buhay ko. Kahit nasakin na lahat ng pinangangarap ng isang babae para sakin hindi pa din ako kuntento sa kung anong meron ako, dahil iniwan ako noon ng lalaking sobrang minahal ko. Sobra akong nasaktan noon. Dahil siya na yung buhay ko. Sobrang sakit yung dinulot sakin nung pangyayaring yun. Hanggang sa dumating siya. Ipinaramdam niya sa akin na karapat dapat akong mahalin alagaan at pahalagahan. Nung una ayoko sa kanya. Hanggang sa dumating yung araw na nahulog na ako sakanya. Sobrang saya. Sobrang tuwa. I love you so much Stephen. You mean a lot to me.
But Im so sorry.
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"You may not want to be in my head. You might find someone other than myself that you won't be able to forget. It'll haunt you like a nightmare you can't tell. " "Silly. What's in that tough demeanor, ate Cray?" tumawa lang si Ember at kumapit ulit sa braso ko. "I like you. That's enough right?" Napailing na lang ako sa inaasal nito. If she'll learn our history, she'll then understand. Pinalis ko yung kamay nitong nakakapit na naman sa braso ko. "Compose yourself, Ember. I don't like you. You're just like a sister to me. Someone I had to protect with my life." I caught the way those words cut through her. It's visible in the same set of lifeless coal eyes that I am most familiar with. "Bakit?" I stared at her blankly. "Atleast tell me what you don't like about me." "That's exactly why it hurts the way it hurts." Napangiti ako ng mapait. "You have too many questions, too many words, in your head. But those will be left unsaid. Like me, you have to suffer through the intricacy of feeling too much every single day of your life. It hurts like hell." "Damn you. I like you." "You like me for what?" "You. You're not like everyone else. You're so sure of yourself. You're clever. You're self-made. You're everything. Everyone likes you. So you should be mine." I laughed at how shallow those things meant for her. Someone who can't even meet me in the depths of my shattered soul. "Thanks. But those are all my disorder." As i was about to turn my back, she whispered, "I actually feel sorry for you. You still don't know what it was that you even had. And yet still choose to lose. But one day, you'll see me for who I really am. And you're going to hate yourself for turning me down." No, Ember. You're wrong. I know you. You don't know me. Our past will surely haunt us. For you, I'll just be a girl known by everyone. But in fact, known by no one. It's terrible isn't it? The way we throw people away. ****Complete
It's still you.
I found him. Fell in love with. Made him fall in love with me. We were there.. Almost there. But I settled to be his girl bestfriend. One sided love. Alam ko mahal niya din ako pero naduwag ako.. Naduwag ako kasi baka nag iilusyon lang ako. Then with just a snap.. ..nawala siya. Naging stranger. Naging enemy. Naging bully. Ang nakakatawa pa nun.. Sa akin lang siya ganun. And the most painful thing is.. he gave it to another girl. He gave what I want from him to other girl. A girl who played with him. But after all this years.. My heart still belongs to him. It's still him.Complete
❤LOVE ENEMY❤
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He's Already Taken
May mga bagay lang talaga na una palang ay hindi na sya SAYO. at may mga bagay lang din na may una na sya bago pa man ikaw masakit man kung iisipin pero kailangan mo nang magising sa katotohan na kahit may gusto ka pa lang sakanya pero hindi kanya gusto at meron na sya, feeling mo Brokenhearted kana. TT___TT at dapat una palang tanggapin mona . na MERON na syang iba na kahit anong pagpapantay mosakanya KULANG parin. ginawa mona ang lahat pero wala parin kase. HE'S ALREADY TAKEN minsan nasasabi mo na lang sa sarili mo na "Sana hindi ko na lang sya nakilala" tanga man kung iisipin nyo, pero sa oras na nainloveka wala ka ng takas tanga man ulit kung iispin nyo pero i'm still inlove with him lahat naman tayo naiinlove diba? kahit di'man natin isipin , pero MINSAN kana rin naNA-INLOVE minsan kana rin nagpaka-tanga minsan kana rin naloko minsan kana rin nasaktan lahat ng tao ay hindi rin naman perpekto lahat nagkakamali . kaya wag kang mag eexpect na lahat ng relationship ay PERPECTComplete
My Crush slash Best Enemy
Nasubukan mo na bang ma-inlove..? Teka, rephrase, rephrase. Para mas madali, Na-inlove ka na ba..? Nakaramdam ka na ba nung excitement at tuwa na gustong-gusto mo siya laging makita at makasama? Yung gusto mo, nasa perimeter ka lang ng mata niya? Yung gusto mo, lagi ka niyang napapansin? Yung kulang na lang bulgaran mong sabihin sa kanya kung anong ginagawa mo at gagawin, lahat ng gusto mong gawin at kung nasan ka? Yung heartbeat mo pa, hindi normal kasi ang bilis-bilis tumibok na kulang na lang tanggalin mo na sa loob ng dibdib mo dahil sa gulo nito? Tapos gusto mo, lagi kang updated sa kanya. Alam mo dapat lahat ng bagay tungkol sa kanya. At gusto mo ikaw ang pinaka-unang makaalam. Iyon ay ilan lamang sa mga pwedeng maranasan ng isang normal na tao. Oo, normal as it was stated, kasi normal lang ang ma-inlove. So, naranasan mo na rin, right? Pero kapag na-inlove ka ba sa taong ilang beses ka ng pinaiyak, pinaluha, at pinaglaruan, normal pa rin ba yun? Masasabi mo bang baliw ako, tanga, bobo kung dun pa ako na-inlove sa taong hindi naman ako binibigyan ng attention? I mean, it seems like a one-sided love kasi ako lang ang nagmamahal sa kanya. Masisisi mo ba ang isang taong patuloy pa ring nagdadasal, nangangarap ng gising, at umaasang balang araw mamahalin din siya, katulad ko? Masisisi mo ba ako kung may nakikinita akong kakaiba, yun bang parang may gusto sin siya sa akin based on my instincts? Bakit kasi, kahit ilang beses na niya akong pinapaiyak at sinasaktan, ganun pa rin? Ganun pa rin ang feeling ko, walang pinagbago. Minsan, nag-promise ako, 'this will be my one last cry'. Pero bakit sa mga sumunod na araw, nandun pa rin yung pagmamahal ko sa kanya? Ang hirap 'no? May happy ending kaya ako? Hanggang kelan ako dapat umasa at mag-hintay. Pero ang tanong, dapat pa ba akong umasa at mag-antay kung hindi naman siya nagpapaasa at nagpapa-antay? © All Rights ReservedComplete
THE SEX GODDESS
Pwede ba kahit ngayon lang makinig ka saakin." Mahinahon ngunit madiin nyang sabi. "One minute." He took a deep breath. "Nung mga panahon na mag kasama tayo, masaya ako masaya ako kasi nakasama ko ang babaeng gusto kong maging akin.. Kaya nga nung sinabi mong buntis ka, at kailangan kitang panagutan, dina ko nag dalawang isip dahil baka mawala kapa saakin, oo alam kong marahas ang paraan ko para makita mong importante ka saakin. Di ko lang alam kung paano ko ipaparamdam sayo kasi natatakot ako na baka isang araw iwan mo ko. Oo ginamit kita paa masaktan ang papa mo, pero lahat nf iyon puro mali, napatawad na ng Papa ang papa mo, sana tayo naman ang magpakatawaran "Im just sad, because I really like you; more than I've liked anyone in a long time, and one day I got slapped in my face with a reality that I will never be call you mine, and it kills me."Complete
FALLING INLOVE WITH THE PLAYBOY
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The Ex-Girlfriend
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"You may not want to be in my head. You might find someone other than myself that you won't be able to forget. It'll haunt you like a nightmare you can't tell. " "Silly. What's in that tough demeanor, ate Cray?" tumawa lang si Ember at kumapit ulit sa braso ko. "I like you. That's enough right?" Napailing na lang ako sa inaasal nito. If she'll learn our history, she'll then understand. Pinalis ko yung kamay nitong nakakapit na naman sa braso ko. "Compose yourself, Ember. I don't like you. You're just like a sister to me. Someone I had to protect with my life." I caught the way those words cut through her. It's visible in the same set of lifeless coal eyes that I am most familiar with. "Bakit?" I stared at her blankly. "Atleast tell me what you don't like about me." "That's exactly why it hurts the way it hurts." Napangiti ako ng mapait. "You have too many questions, too many words, in your head. But those will be left unsaid. Like me, you have to suffer through the intricacy of feeling too much every single day of your life. It hurts like hell." "Damn you. I like you." "You like me for what?" "You. You're not like everyone else. You're so sure of yourself. You're clever. You're self-made. You're everything. Everyone likes you. So you should be mine." I laughed at how shallow those things meant for her. Someone who can't even meet me in the depths of my shattered soul. "Thanks. But those are all my disorder." As i was about to turn my back, she whispered, "I actually feel sorry for you. You still don't know what it was that you even had. And yet still choose to lose. But one day, you'll see me for who I really am. And you're going to hate yourself for turning me down." No, Ember. You're wrong. I know you. You don't know me. Our past will surely haunt us. For you, I'll just be a girl known by everyone. But in fact, known by no one. It's terrible isn't it? The way we throw people away. ****
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