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Loner

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(Book 1 of 3) 

Ichimatsu has always been a loner, yet he secretly wants to change that. He lies to himself constantly, telling himself that he doesn't need other's help to survive...



This story may trigger a few people. It mentions things such as: self harm, depression, anxiety, and suicide attempts. If you're NOT okay with those things, I would suggest you click off of this book right now. 

~ Petunia Paisley


If you cry easily like I do, maybe...have a box of tissues with you? I dunno. I cry while writing half this crap. You probably won't though.All Rights Reserved

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Rushing Waters [ Ichimatsu x Depressed!Reader ] by ichmatsuu

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Thoughts by imsodumngl

Bakugo is always rude to everyone. Loud, rough, mean, and hateful. But that's just a mask he puts on every time he leaves his room. The thoughts are always there, the voices and words. They won't shut up. They won't stop telling the truth. Everyone is out to get the aspiring hero, and his mind won't let him trust anyone. Not even his best friends... ~WARNINGS~ Mentions of: +Suicidal thoughts+ +Self-harm+ +Self-starvation+ +Self-deprecation+ +Depression+ +Panic attacks+ +Losing sense of reality+ I am not romanticizing these problems. If you have/are doing any of these things, please do the opposite of what Katsuki does in this book, and please go talk to someone. You're an amazing human, and you shouldn't hurt yourself over what you think people think of you. Everything in this is practice. My goal for this book is to give you that stomach drop that most angst stories do. I'm not very good at that, so let's see how I do, lmao. (AO3 gets updated faster than here)

"Seeing You Smile Again" [COMPLETE] by Larry-Lost

{COMPLETE} [OLD AND BAD 2/5/18] ××OsoChoro×× °°Starts off in ep. 24°° Cover art: By me After being Separated from his brothers, he was always crying himself to sleep or even not sleeping at all! He was in bad condition, and no one even his parents can help this problem! He was left alone, he wanted his brothers to come back.. He has no one.. After one year, the brothers wanted to visit the household and see if anything changed. But when they saw Osomatsu they were petrified.. Disclaimer: this is pretty old and my skill of Writing has improved. But If you seem interested in reading this you are welcomed to. This contains: Crippling Depression, Angst, and action. This is shitty but feel free to read so. This is old, and shitty, like really. I haveimproved and suggest not to read this but feel free to do so

When it Rains (SasuNaru) by XxTheDarkLordxX

*Complete* This is a story about a very sad and lonely Naruto. His happy smile and determination are all an act. He is sad and broken on the inside. The abuse and neglect of the village has had a severe impact on his emotional stability. He is depressed and suicidal. He forces the negative memories at bay, but every time there is a rain storm it cracks him open. It brings back all the painful memories. He believes no one has noticed. He thinks no one cares. No one can help him. He is wrong. His savior is an unlikely source. What will happen when his savior figures out what is going on? Can he be saved? Will it be too late? This story has a SasuNaru in it. I do not own Naruto or any of it's story line. Just my own ideas of this story. The story may have triggers. Be warned. M for language. I do not own Naruto or any of the characters.

|Repairing a Broken Heart| Todomatsu x Depressed!Reader by TheLivingRadio

He was your best friend, the one person that always listened to you in your time of need. You even started to develop a liking towards him. You finally confessed your feelings to the pink male, but his response only led you to believe that everything you had with him was a lie. Years have now past, and you finally move back into the familiar City you grew up in. You run into the one that broke your heart years ago. But for an odd reason, he starts taking a liking to you. Wanting to be around you, like what he told you years ago never even happened. So what makes this time different? ____________________________________________ Just a small fan fiction that popped out of my head. I realize that not a lot of people have made a Todomatsu fanfic before so this will be a small challenge for me. The story will be a little upsetting but will be with humorous moments because I don't like making people cry. So Enjoy ^~^

"Darkness" {Book 2} =Complete= by Larry-Lost

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◂☆❝A heart of wisteria❞☆▸ |Giyuu angst| by IdkDontMindMe91

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Don't Worry by PetuniaFanfic

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