Loner
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Ichimatsu has always been a loner, yet he secretly wants to change that. He lies to himself constantly, telling himself that he doesn't need other's help to survive...
This story may trigger a few people. It mentions things such as: self harm, depression, anxiety, and suicide attempts. If you're NOT okay with those things, I would suggest you click off of this book right now.
~ Petunia Paisley
If you cry easily like I do, maybe...have a box of tissues with you? I dunno. I cry while writing half this crap. You probably won't though.
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