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Last published Mon, May 2, 2016
Dan needs Phil, he needs him more than anything. After Phil is murdered, Dan is heartbroken. His light to the darkness has left, and all he has now is darkness, no hope. Phil was murdered, well, that's what the police believed. What if Phil is still alive? They don't know for sure. It's been 3 months since he went missing. The police declared him dead a week ago, but the place he lays, his body doesn't even lay there. He didn't go properly, why did he have to leave? Why? Dan couldn't even say goodbye. What if he is still here though? What if?
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